I am at my lowest point, in a long long time haven't felt like that, I struggle with depression over 1 a year now, all this week didn't had 1 euro to buy food, I ask lots of friends to 10 euros to buy food,no one cares. This morning I woke up so tired of this life, thinking to end this struggle, this life. I have no real friends to receive real help, no one cares, I went to a bakery last night to ask for a single bread but I didn't enter, I was ashamed. I am hungry, I want to go to a super market to steal little food, some sausages, I cannot believe I am like this. I am not an addict off any kind, drugs or alcohol, I don't play any kind of casino games... I am just a regular person, fighting a huge depression. I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to leave my house, I lost my job, I didn't payed the rent, I don't have money to buy a single bread. I don't ask for anything rather than few euros...